1st time for this, dont sip the hatorade

hey so i've never really done this before and and what not but still, so i'm kinda in this weird place of not knowing which end is up, i used to want to be a youth pastor dude but im not so sure thats the path for me, i can barely handle myself much less a group of young people each with there own handful of problems. and im also not sure if im supposed to go back to school or if im just supposed to free lance my way. i've shortly realized that working a full time can really burn you out, like i love kiddos and doing crafts but only so much. i want to sort of liberate myself from my current state of mind and being, like give myself way to a greater cause like a mission trip to africa or go off to hollywood to see if i could make it in the "industry." so i'm just unsure of really what or who i am so ya this isnt incredibly long but ya....deep sigh. peaceout
- jc